Jwen's Rants.

jwenlkv — Wed, 07 Jul 2010 15:27:36 +0000

If you didn’t realized that you’ve been hurting me, then maybe you didn’t really loved me.
It feels as if I’m a toy to make you happy.
But wasn’t there at all when I needed you.
All you thought of, was yourself.

All I did was wait.
Because I trusted you when you told me you need more time.
Because I trusted you when you told me you’ll marry me no matter what.
Because I trusted you when you told me “Can you just don’t care about them?”
Because I trusted you when you said ok, when I told you that I hope you can discuss with me anything.
Because I trusted you cared, that’s why I didn’t flare. I talked to you nicely.
Because I trusted once you’re done, you’ll be back.

But all I got at the end of the day was…
“I think we should end our relationship.”
“I feel happy with you, but I felt nothing.”
“Why do I have to tell you every god-damn thing about I feel?”
“I’m sorry.”

You know what, this’s then the thing that hurt me.
It wasn’t the break-up that hurts.
You made me realized, how puny I was to you.
Dumb dumb.

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jwenlkv — Sun, 04 Jul 2010 08:10:53 +0000

Or maybe it’s hurting you so badly.
but why are you letting me go, just like that.
where were the promises we promise to work hard together
where were the promises we gave to be there for each other
why won’t you at least tell me why you let me go
why won’t you tell me you want me to be there

Am I really just not worth the extra effort?
Or I no longer mean anything.

我不知道这股痛何时才能沉淀，但我知道，这将会是我心中永远的痛.

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jwenlkv — Sun, 04 Apr 2010 14:44:51 +0000

I’m going to re-structure my blogss.
Not that i’m closing Jwenography.
But jwenography would be a place to keep my photos.
My works.

Other nonsense, will be at

http://jwtumblr.tumblr.com

Stay tuned!

jwenlkv — Thu, 01 Apr 2010 17:19:43 +0000

my dad is nagging me to sleep le.
at this time.
but guess what, i’m not sleeping yet.
The reason is simple, i want to blog. =D

I know i’m slow.
But somehow, i did my self-healing by today again.
Had some small quality chats here and then.
Then i really confirmed the guess that i always had is right.
Which is good. lol.

Somethings, it’s better to be felt than said.

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